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I could not sleep last night. Procrastination and thoughts and joy. How sweet to s l o w l y savor the arrival of a time I have been so anticipating. I speak of Grace and other things.
I uttered the words “I’m quitting law school” too many times this quarter. I tried to enjoy each day, but it required more optimism than I had (this is the terrible power of lawyer college). I consistently lost grasp of the fact that my joy does not come from within. Desperately searched where none existed. Trying to be strong and positive only got me so far. It was in relenting to brokenness that I found peace again. In letting go of the details things fell into place.
It’s time to be outside now. Gentle warm sun, dance of tree and shadow; animals. Wind. Go see about a friend.
Praises and gratitude to start this weekend.
